Just when I think I am on a certain path, having other options and paths closed to me and I have moved past a crossroads, the signpost at the crossroads bops me over the head like a 2 x 4!
I just got into law school. And though that was my focus and goal for nearly a year, the past few months I have been convincing myself that its better this way, and i need to move on and choose a different path.
Then the earth heaves and moves around and all of a sudden, that path is reopened and beckoning again.
Totally stymied.
But it took me SO LONG and SO HARD to get in - the least i can do is go for a semester and see if i like it. right? Even though that one semester will cost me upwards of $15,000 (anyone know anything about financial aid?!?!?!)
*tears hair out*
I'm shellshocked. And grateful. And anxious, excited and afraid.
But the sense of settled I have been feeling just turned into a bowl of jell-o under my feet.
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