Been a while...

Timing is everything.

Sometimes you have so much to say, it crowds up your head and creates a constipation of ideas. And sometimes there is this fear that if you actually write it down, and send it out into cyberspace, it will come back and bite you at some point. I don't feel that each and every thought I have should be given free reign in this space. Some are too volatile to really be expressed safely.

I was going to list all the stresses that I am feeling, and all the things that are currently weighing my spirit down. I was going to describe the depression, Oh excuse me, RECESSION, of my natural positive personality. But I can't. I am too tired. I am emotionally wiped out from actually living through it. I can't make a laundry list of the issues. Putting them down would be overwhelming and crushing to my already fragile emotional state.

This space is supposed to be a cleansing space. A place to let out those thoughts and emotions which keep me from getting a good night's sleep. The replaying of meetings, incidents and "should have said" that torture me all the time in the back of my mind. To sweep the dissatisfaction, disappointment and anxiety out in one, healthy outlet.

But I can't. Timing is everything.